Covid & the Quest for Light in Dark Days Live music is still on mute.  I‘ve not been this artistically low for this long. Ever.  As a lover of melody, I am heartbroken.  As a lover of rhythm, I am motionless.  I want this stinging emotional quiet to end. But despite what the suits are saying, I don’t see light in the tunnel.  I’m still feeling my way in an existential darkness, experiencing a profound loss of the present and

Just before we headed out on our East Coast ‘19 tour of Clap Hands: The Poetry and Song of Tom Waits, Robert Price of New Jersey Herald and I had a great conversation on all things Bovine and Waits. Here’s our complete uncut and unpublished candid exchange recorded on April 11th, 2019. What is the origin and nature of your “love affair” with Tom Waits?  I’d heard some of Waits’ hits such as “Downtown Train” and “Jersey Girl” done up by

picture fire picture blooda palate of petition..hanging and pleading surrounded in self,a yearning flirting vestal pulp.. so I stepped and reached to touch.i plucked it down, thumbed the skinand nosed the lovely orb for scentthen, peeled it open split it wide.. a spurt. a spray, the juice hit my facehow I longed to suck and suck and savor..i put it to my mouth, and ahthere was no sugar, only pucker, only tang. should I, should I put her back up

I can’t believe I’m still learning how to see. I figure if I learn to do that, I can write. I’m not talking about eyesight. More correctly, I’m talking about learning to look. I see too much. I want to look, as Martin Heidegger suggests, so as to allow for a clearing, as if to licht or light up a thing or thought. That way I’ll get a chance to examine it apart from the rest of things. Allowing for a clearing

i awoke hungry .. writers and creativity vultures usually do! .. i opened one eye .. i opened the other .. i poked one arm .. i poked theother .. i slid my fuzzy legs from under the goose feathers .. slappedmy bare feet on a cold wooden floor and sat straight up thinking aboutthe hot coffee .. two eggs over .. hashing spuds’ .. wheat toast andcheap jelly, $1.69 special! i’m a loner and worldly mystic by default .. and

If you gotta go, go all the way.  6A. Go till you can’t take it anymore, till you can’t go any further or farther.  Take it to the tip. To where the rocky land points straight at Paris, France.  The tip of rocky land where the Puritans got down on their knees.  Where they begged God to scrub the dirty filthy abominations from their flesh.  Provincetown.  Ptown for the initiated.  P for those most experienced.  Some don’t mention it at

i saw a purple flower broken by the wind .. a passerby had shored it up it seemed .. so it could drink and mend .. all the other hues of blooms never paid a mind .. for from the sky it looked the same .. and none did look behind .. the earth and root had paid no mind as well .. for growth of bud and seed desire .. love and water for their smell .. i’ll enter

Frying Spam and Other Things to do Before the Rapture is my comedic memoirs of a Pentecostal preacher’s kid growing up in a Pennsylvania steel town. Each chapter explores a formative humorous experience—from my kindergarten infatuation with Denise the pirate, to a pubescent French kiss lesson on a hayride with Jane, a hell-bound sinner. Narrated in the playful voice of a boy, these seventeen narratives embrace the oddities of my Christian Fundamentalist family and my curiosity for everything they said